My Feelings....

Well This past week has been a roller coaster ride... had its ups and downs. I had some great times with my fiends lately and I got to write my first article for a major website. But also I my drean of getting my new apartment is seeming to seem like its not happening soon. I just want my own place again and have my own sense of privacy again. Once I move, I plan to tell someone how i feel about him. I hate rejections but gotta take a chance, even if it someone to hold when I'm feeling lone and when he is feeling lonely or when he feels lost in the huge world. I wish sometime I could hold him and tell him everything will be okay, I wont ever let him suffer or be alone as long as he has a friend in me! Friends mean alot to me, and I take them to heart, and I dont like to see them suffer or hurt.

Other than that work, has been crazy; I feel like i get 20 things accomplished and 100 more things come up, but i guess that comes from being an executive in a huge company.

I just want find my new place, get work at a normal level, and have my friend by my side!!

Darrell....

Condo Shopping!

Well, What a weekend, I looked and looked, and finally I put in my first offer today on my very own condo!! I can't explain how excited I am!

Working Hard....

So Much to be said about working hard... I manage to be up all day and night working to get somewhere in life, where is that somewhere...I'm hoping to a successful place to where my work gets less.

I am also working hard to find that special someone one, but Ive learned to stop looking, and just enjoy those around you! How do I enjoy them. I thought I was over meeting people and doing whatever to have fun, but is that the way of the world, or the world im in. I do have my eye on someone, but i dont know if that someone feels the same. I wouldn't mind having a great friend, with GREAT BENEFITS!! Lord knows he has great benefits! Tall and cute!!

A Change....

Change can mean:

• The process of becoming different
• the act or proccess of changing

Today should be the day we look at what was accomplished and say, What can I Change! I thought to myself, I will change how I deal with other and try to speak my mind more! Say How I feel, maybe I will get that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow!

Change, how I treat myself, and put myself first. I only live once. No one will take care of me like I would. So Thats my word of the week...Change

WOW!! I did it

My first blog... this is kinda the place where I say it all with no reservations! Thanks FD for the idea of a blog!